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I Found
When silence speaks to me in motionless whispers
It's as if I'm dancing with the gentle evening breeze.
There is so much that can be said,
But silence knows.
Time does not move,
Does not stand still,
There is no time
In this endless dance of particles.
My atoms fell in love with yours
In a humble moment
My hands reached for yours
Under the bathing moon.
The universe pauses for no one
And so we dance with the trees
As they shake off their leaves
And stand proud in naked
Minimalism.
I surrender to what is.
The stillness beckons me.
It's as if my body glides against
Cool water on a hot day.
Nature's baptism refreshes the spirit
And i can see you closer now,
Under the surface,
We meet face to face,
Shadow to shadow,
Light to light,
And the night goes on,
Oh, it goes on
With the rapture of
A heartbeat.
The wild grass parts as we step
With wet feet and go running,
Tonight is all we need,
The moment does not have to end.
Throw out your watch,
The time is now.
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Literature
I am the Yin and Yang
I am the yin and the yang. In me I have storms and heaven. The sun rises and sets in my eyes. My heart hurts, my heart rejoices. I have made mistakes, I have made blessings. I am the day, I am the night. I am the moon and the sun. If you only saw me in the light, you do not know me. Get to know my shadow, then you will know. When I open the door for you to see me, I show you what I will. Don't think you know me until you have seen all of me. I am the yin and yang.
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Literature
Broken Promises
Broken promises
Like elusive dreams
And dogs flying off chains.
Broken promises
Like cold rain on my skin
And a bitter pill in my drink.
Broken promises
Like clouds in the sky that spell nothing,
Like the blinding sun
Melting my eyes.
Broken dreams,
Like undue surrender.
We promised each other,
Now I'm holding the receiver
In my hand,
You're disconnected,
Table made for one,
A bed with one pillow,
Untouched desires,
Broken like branches in the wind,
Broken like white china against a brick wall,
Broken like legs that were meant to crawl.
A season of broken promises.
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Literature
The Heat
Last night the heat confronted me
Like an angry lover
On Monday morning.
It suffocated me like bad news,
It was oppressive like
Pantyhose and high heels
And it was ugly,
Like city smog
On the faces of children.
I tried to breathe through it,
It felt like my lungs were a clogged
Net in a dirty kitchen sink.
The heat was heavy and burdensome,
It tasted of bitterness of goodbyes
And morning alarms going off.
It slapped me like a wife beater,
It was repulsive like alcohol stench
On the mouth of the one you love.
It droned on and on like a lawn mower outside
My window on a Saturday morning,
And it wouldn’t let up,
Like my neighbor’s crying baby.
I would not plead with it.
I turned over and gasped
For air as much
As a hungry child gasps for a leaking nipple.
It was too much to bear last night.
The humid heat hung over me like my last regret,
And I laid in darkness
Wishing for a breeze to come,
Like cool lemonade
Touching my scorched lips.
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Literature
Love Divine
You're my favorite addiction, especially when it comes to friction
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Literature
Don't kill the magic
Whatever you do in this life, don't kill the magic...it's the only thing that's real.
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Literature
Gilded butterflies
One day we will all weep with gilded butterflies, our eyes absorbing the salt of their tears.
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Literature
My dream
You know, darling,
My heart beats like a tribal drum
To every thought of you.
I daydream more than I sleep
And you’re with me in every dream
Because you are my dream.
Your every “I love you”
Feels like a thousand diamonds dropping from the sky
And landing on my skin in soft kisses.
Your voice is like smooth butter on my morning toast
And your eyes are, your eyes…
Are nourishment for my starved heart.
You smile with the warmth
Of a million sunsets,
Your essence is pure and unspoken,
Like Fiji water filling crevices in depths
Long forgotten,
Sprouting flowers and waterfalls everywhere it flows.
You are an eternal Summer,
Waking me from my Winter slumber.
My heart was frozen,
But it is no more,
Since you filled it up with your love.
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Your whispers get me nearer,
Your love makes my life clearer,
A kiss to land right on my heart
You've captured my attention from the start,
Your brown eyes melt like chocolate
Over my body,
Your essence is superior to everybody,
And late at night when i toss and turn in bed
I reach for your hands inside my head.
You're always near, you're always near,
From my mind you never dissapear.
You are to me a radiant light,
I'll reach for your hands every night.
Dedicated to Anthony James
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Literature
To you
Sleep eludes me
Like a silver butterfly
I toss and turn
As if swimming through spider webs
I reach for eyes
That warm me like the sun,
I open to the moon like
It's my mother,
We hold each other
As i inhale her healing glow.
Your hands
Are like a carrot waved before me.
I am the eager short child
Jumping to resch the cookies
From the counter.
But you were here all along
Watching me fall but not catching me
Because you were my ground.
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Angel Love
Angel love
You rise
Like the dawn
Breathe the breath
Of sunrise
And lay next to me
Like cool silk
Angel love
You voice is magical
Your voice is like a song
That lifts birds back to life
Your light is beautiful,
Angel love.
You are
The golden dawn
We meet on an astral moon
We are together
Two angels,
Two glowing hearts
And sometimes,
I just need your touch,
Angel love
Sometimes I just
Need to breathe in
Your scent,
Angel love.
I just wanted to say…
I love you.
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Literature
Not Your Fairytale
Feed me
With the elixir
Of your kiss
It’s just so hard
To feel anything
Anymore
But with you
I’m lightheaded
And dizzy
Tag, you’re it.
I’m sorry
If it’s not
Your fairytale
But you’re it
And I can’t stand
Anymore
You are making me ill
With your absence
And your presence
Cause it never goes
Anywhere,
No, it never does
And each time I see you
I know it’s the last
Till I see you again
And fall
Into the void
Where your touch is absent
I’m so sorry but you are it.
I’m sorry it’s not your fairytale.
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Literature
The Days That'll Never Come
I will paint the sky
Till I find you
Even if you never dream of me
I’ll write about the days
That’ll never come,
Reminiscing of moments
Passing by
In time I’ll forget
You don’t love me
I will kiss the rain
In the Spring time,
And I will feel your kiss,
Like a river flowing in me.
It’s my fairytale of hope
That you’ll dream
A little dream of me.
Farewell,
And I, I will dream of you
And the days that’ll never come.
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Literature
We Are
We are the blood in our fathers' veins. We are the war and the revolution! A secret sacrifice in our mother's heart, a sinful vow our lover's broken... We are the flag that waves in the summer wind, tattered as the ink bleeds into our very fiber. We are the glossy pages and the shit days. Spoiled milk in the refrigerator door, right next to our store bought pancakes. Our words weave through the net of a dreamcatcher. We catch fireflies in our sleep and butterflies with our eyes. We are the song, the sting, and the sinew. The needle pierces through are very skull, we are aware of the songs we've sung and the pride we lost. These babies won't make themselves! Our grandmother screams from heaven. We live next to a factory of broken hearts, the chief staff gets paid in bribes, smiling like a Cheshire cat at our every suspicion. We are the bride that walks down the aisle when the aisle is a skiing trail leading to a heart so cold and aloof - we are frozen in time from our own doubts, our ow
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The Spaces
The spaces of the worlds we touch form crevices for love to flow into. We are planets in orbit. Sometimes when we collide we form a big bang and new  worlds are born. I saw the universe within your eyes and it was vast. You are an emerald in the eyes of Cleopatra; I am the twin you would not marry. The chalice spills and I am thirsty for what water can't quench.
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When silence speaks to me in motionless whispers
It's as if I'm dancing with the gentle evening breeze.
There is so much that can be said,
But silence knows.
Time does not move,
Does not stand still,
There is no time
In this endless dance of particles.
My atoms fell in love with yours
In a humble moment
My hands reached for yours
Under the bathing moon.
The universe pauses for no one
And so we dance with the trees
As they shake off their leaves
And stand proud in naked
Minimalism.
I surrender to what is.
The stillness beckons me.
It's as if my body glides against
Cool water on a hot day.
Nature's baptism refreshes the spirit
And i can see you closer now,
Under the surface,
We meet face to face,
Shadow to shadow,
Light to light,
And the night goes on,
Oh, it goes on
With the rapture of
A heartbeat.
The wild grass parts as we step
With wet feet and go running,
Tonight is all we need,
The moment does not have to end.
Throw out your watch,
The time is now.
I Found
Stillness is the voice of God. Stillness speaks to me the way words can't .
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I am the yin and the yang. In me I have storms and heaven. The sun rises and sets in my eyes. My heart hurts, my heart rejoices. I have made mistakes, I have made blessings. I am the day, I am the night. I am the moon and the sun. If you only saw me in the light, you do not know me. Get to know my shadow, then you will know. When I open the door for you to see me, I show you what I will. Don't think you know me until you have seen all of me. I am the yin and yang.
I am the Yin and Yang
Tired of people thinking they know me.
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Broken promises
Like elusive dreams
And dogs flying off chains.
Broken promises
Like cold rain on my skin
And a bitter pill in my drink.
Broken promises
Like clouds in the sky that spell nothing,
Like the blinding sun
Melting my eyes.
Broken dreams,
Like undue surrender.
We promised each other,
Now I'm holding the receiver
In my hand,
You're disconnected,
Table made for one,
A bed with one pillow,
Untouched desires,
Broken like branches in the wind,
Broken like white china against a brick wall,
Broken like legs that were meant to crawl.
A season of broken promises.
Last night the heat confronted me
Like an angry lover
On Monday morning.
It suffocated me like bad news,
It was oppressive like
Pantyhose and high heels
And it was ugly,
Like city smog
On the faces of children.
I tried to breathe through it,
It felt like my lungs were a clogged
Net in a dirty kitchen sink.
The heat was heavy and burdensome,
It tasted of bitterness of goodbyes
And morning alarms going off.
It slapped me like a wife beater,
It was repulsive like alcohol stench
On the mouth of the one you love.
It droned on and on like a lawn mower outside
My window on a Saturday morning,
And it wouldn’t let up,
Like my neighbor’s crying baby.
I would not plead with it.
I turned over and gasped
For air as much
As a hungry child gasps for a leaking nipple.
It was too much to bear last night.
The humid heat hung over me like my last regret,
And I laid in darkness
Wishing for a breeze to come,
Like cool lemonade
Touching my scorched lips.
Hello :)

A lot has been happening in my life, but for now all I want to say is I realized that happiness is a choice and that while we live in a 3-dimensional reality, there are many others. I have been interested in cultivating a spiritual practice that will put me into a space of unconditional love and acceptance, starting with myself. I am now certified in Reiki healing (energy healing) and have been giving out mostly remote sessions thus far, and loving it :) I think by learning about ourselves we can understand the world better. No one has the power to make us feel bad if we don't allow it. Thoughts are powerful and create reality. This life is at times a turbulent journey, yet undoubtedly has its moments of profound meaning and fun. I am now back in school for a psychology major - I always enjoyed over-analyzing and problem-solving, so this is my attempt at making a living out of it. I'm going for a Bachelor's right now, which will be followed by more schooling later, but...one step at a time, right? I have also been channeling and giving readings - also a passion of mine. Who knows where this will lead? I'm just happy I get to help people and have fun in the process. I'm volunteering at a hospital where I host a therapy group - I love it and have met some great people there. I enjoy listening to people' stories, and while I realized I can't necessarily always help, I can at least provide a space of understanding and support, and that means a lot to people. I am learning how to be a better me, or at least how to accept the "me" that I already am. I realized that sometimes people give up control to others because subconsciously they are afraid of their own power and the responsibility that comes with it. A good psychic once said to me "You have a long way to go to learn about love." I was offended at the time but now I realize he was right. Self depreciating beliefs about oneself and non acceptance of oneself don't exactly go hand in hand with unconditional love, and if there's anything I learned this year, it's that God's love is always unconditional. And though we can't always guarantee we'll find that kind of love in this lifetime, the thought about divine source energy that is the embodied manifestation of love and light accepting us and loving us just because we exist, is sufficient in and of itself. Now, if only I could stop procrastinating and start compiling that poetry book I've been meaning to for the last decade (literally). I also need to create a website for my Reiki & Reading/channeling services :/ Perhaps a kind soul out there can help me with this, as I am utterly and completely technologically challenged. As always, my intention on writing a short paragraph turns into something of a novel...
  • Listening to: Twin flame info on youtube
  • Reading: How to Reunite with your Twin flame
  • Watching: you guessed it...yes, I want to meet my twin flame

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AngelGrewBlackWings
Thoughts become things
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Current Residence: Somewhere in lonely cyber space.
Favourite genre of music: Ambient, Jazz, Chillout/Soundscapes, Electronica, Reggae, R&B, New Age/Meditative, Ethnic/Tribal
Favourite style of art: Fantasy & Surrealism
Personal Quote: All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.
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Thank you very much for the favorite on my painting!
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Thank you for the fave. I love your writing and art as well, and dont be so camera shy your to cute for that ;)
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Why, thank you. :blushes:
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Thanx for the fav and watch!!
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Very welcome.
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Thanks for the watch :hug: :D
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YOU have been featured here! Scroll down!
Thank you so much for what you wrote, I do not have the words through these tears.

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Thank you so much for the watch! I am truly appreciative of it!

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Glad you are doing better.:rose:
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